January 2010
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Let's take a look back at 2009,
best year so far? maybe[[; 2009, you were fucking amazing<3
December 2009
2010 is just around the corner
it is time for CHANGE! :D
In 2010,
i’m looking forward to
a TON of birthdays, including mine, i mean it’s the big 1 8!
PROM :D
walking down that stage!(:
summer; going away to me mexico for about 3 weeks(: i can’t wait to see everyone, and i wonder what this visit will be like.
WARPED TOUR; yepp[;
going away to college, scared but excited[;
ECLIPSE :D
and other things that will be added to this...
ohmygod,
i’m doing homework, it’s been a while, a LONG while, this feels good though[;
"and neither do i" -me
“babe im gonna go 2 bed. I love u so much<3 Goodnight”- esteban. I’ve never gotten an “I love you so much”, all I’ve always gotten was “I love you’s”. That honestly made me feel special, aha. Damn I went to sleep extremely late last night, I think I fell asleep like around 330 in the morning? Stupid wind! :l dfjhdhdj I didn’t have that...
“today i will be happier than a bird with a french fry”
i love you's
aren’t words you should be throwing around if you don’t mean them, especially if you’ve only been together for fucking 4 days! give it fucking time people, honestly, love is a strong fucking word, if you don’t mean it then don’t say it, damn fourteen year olds may say they’re in love but they’re fucking not, i who am seventeen don’t even know what...
Eh,
I’ve been dreaming about this kid a lot lately, and it’s fucking stressing me out. It’s like these dreams are trying to tell me something, but I don’t fucking know what that is! In most of the dreams he usually avoids me, but in the dream I had last night he didn’t avoid me for once, and it was fucking weird, he had a cellphone? And he had pictures of me and him in...
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In 2009,
My year may have started out shitty as fuck, but it ended great. So many things happened this year, so many bad things, but also so many amazing things. I can’t believe I remember how exactly this year started, stupid Christian and his mixed feelings, but whatever I got over it. Then I saw Armando, it was years since I had seen that vato, and then we started hanging out, and then that thing...
It's Christmas!
well christmas eve, only a few more hours and it’s actually christmas! i made tamales this year, i had tons of fun making them(: i can’t wait for them to be ready, i bet they’re going to be GOOD!(: gah, merry christmas everyoneeeee<3
What's this? What's this?
There’s color everywhere What’s this? There’s white things in the air What’s this? I can’t believe my eyes I must be dreaming Wake up, Jack, this isn’t fair What’s this? What’s this? What’s this? There’s something very wrong What’s this? There’s people singing songs What’s this? The streets are lined with Little...
Maybe it's not my weekend
but it’s gonna be my year<3 I remember the first time I ever heard this song. It was the day before I got to see ALL TIME LOW<3 live for the first time, my god, that was months ago, also that was the song i listened to the most on my way to mexico. Time passes by too fast. Just today, it’s been 3 exact months that I’ve been with Esteban. I honestly didn’t think we...
i wonder,
whats going on tomorrow, i mean tomorrow is kind of an important day. well i guess as long as i get to see esteban, then ill be happy, i havent seen him since friday! anyways, lets just hope tomorrow is a good day, coz once again tomorrow just isnt important, its special too. dfgjlfdg there’s presents under our christmas tree, i am excited, christmas is going to be better than last years,...
Puppy,
isn’t he the most adorable thing you’ve ever seen? I sure think so(:
you set me on fire,
now were walking on a wire baby, a wire baby. I LOVE this providence, they brighten up my mood,and I really really need that right now. A lot has been on my mind lately. Especially a lot of things that I’ve been trying to avoid thinking of. Why must I be so pessimistic? Why!? I know I shouldn’t think like this, I mean people change right? But yet here I am thinking of the worst that...
I'm in such a good mood,
I don’t know why but the days I see Stephen my days seem to go better. School was pretty chill today. My precal test was postponed, and that was fucking good news, gives me more time to study, and more time to get my late homework turned in. I watched a movie in 2nd period. Didn’t do much in 3rd or in 4th. I think I did pretty good on my chemistry test, I really did try. Then I came...
This weekend,
was better than i thought it would be, friday/saturday as fun, and today i got my computer back, (:
Bored, Bored, Bored.
I don’t know why, but I was in the mood to blog, I haven’t in a while, I NEVER blog here, it’s usually in blogger, but whatever. Today I chose to blog here. December’s been flying by so fast. Christmas is coming up, its like 2 weeks away, I’m really looking forward to it, 13 more days<3 This is the first year we have family over at our house, so that has me even...